The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others. (Gandhi)
swtpea's essay on the slave litany
« Thread started on: Feb 17th, 2017, 2:31pm »
He is Master, i am slave He is Owner, i am owned He Commands, i obey He is to be pleased, i am to please why is this? Because He is Master and i am slave
This speaks to me in ways nothing ever has. This is stitched into my soul. I fought who I was in side for so long but no matter how much I fought it was still there in my soul. Speaking in soft whispers. Through every uphill battle this girl has fought it was there whispering to her. Telling her that no matter how much she fights and denies what she is, it will still be there waiting for her. To take up the reigns and be the best that she can be. It calls to her whenever she starts to slip and stray from it. For her to truly honor herself and her life in such a way that the turbulence will recede. Recede because she is honoring what is in her soul and becoming what she was always meant to be. She will honor her true self by giving all of herself. To show all those around, her the beauty of what’s in side her. Its a song her soul has been singing her whole life. There is a strength inside her that allows her to be the slave she is. Its always there simmering just beneath the surface and shines like the sun when she embraces it and lets it show. The litany is a like a map for my soul. Everything I do I try to live that creed to let that part of me show for those that understand what I am giving to them. My heart felt need and desire to serve them and be pleasing to them and for them. This girl has always had the desire to serve and to be pleasing and this speaks to that part in her. In her weakest moments the litany was song in her soul that wouldn’t stop singing to her. She is a slave and her soul purpose and desire are to honor and serve .
"submitting is about letting go. loosing yourself." "it's like learning to drown. letting go even when you think you might disappear."
Re: swtpea's essay on the slave litany
« Reply #1 on: Feb 17th, 2017, 8:15pm »
And once more flicka is overwhelmed by the myriad interpretations that our slaves bring to the slave litany.
Well done swtpea your true desire to please and be pleasing, your finding of your inner beauty is so evident.
"I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness...as a woman I want to be dominated...I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding." Anais Nin.